Password:lulus

Di kepala sekarang ini cuman satu : lulus. 100% murni lulus karena kemampuan sendiri karena proses 3 tahun yang serba rumit. H-15 menuju asisten apoteker bersama teman-teman, tidak senang tidak sedih, just really really curious. Setelah ini gimana? Perasaan uda lulus gimana? Ortu gimana? Puas ga ya? Like a child having her first day school.
Tiap hari dikomporin terus, dibayang-bayangi upk yang tidak pernah kehilangan detiknya menghantui kita, proses selama 3 tahun ditentukan selama 3 jam di lab. i bet we're so ready to face it. Neugencie, bismillah aja ya. Fire!

That girl part 7

To that girl, a scar was like falling into deep water.
Those people who don’t know the depth of that scar just wonder why she can’t swim out.
There are so many people who are rude to a other's scar.
She didn’t want to hear such empty words. At least one person… from one person…

That girl part 6

That girl believes that fate is when the thread of her heart connects quietly with another's.
She thinks that invisible string is what allows people to feel and understand each other, even with the smallest vibration.
That girl feels uneasy when one heart suddenly gets mixed together with lots of different ones.
So fate, please.. don't pull my heart so hard...

That girl part 5

When she goes out into the world, that girl becomes invisible.
When she gets pushed out aside by shoulders, stepped on by feet, stuck in between the lines, she feels like she doesn't invisible in the world. So she hid in her room. That small room was soft and comfortable.
Like a nest to a bird that's injured it wing.
In that space, that girl can breathe freely.
She never once missed the outside world or dreamt of it. At least until now...

mumbling

Today was tired. Would you just skip tomorrow?

pasti bisa

Kalau orang yang sangat kalian percaya sudah berkata kalian tak bisa, siapa lagi yang akan kalian percaya?
Hari ini, hanya butuh kalimat "kamu pasti bisa, bisa!" toh ngomongnya gratis kok.

That girl part 4

“What is your truth? Answer honestly"
Whenever someone asked her that, she kept her mouth shut.
When unwrapped from its wrapping paper of lies, the truth is not a sweet candy or a chocolate that appears with a flourish.
In the way that skin is needed to protect blood and flesh, she needed lies to cover her truth.
More than being honest and exposing her scars, that girl found it safer to lie with a brilliant smile.